i think i owe an apology to some people, but i’m not sure what to say. i have been getting some amazing letters from some remarkable people. and i wanted to thank everyone who has submitted or has followed my blog. i am not perfect, and i know that i have problems, but i think i am at a very good point in my life and i finally feel like i am on track. one thing came to mind though. with some of the people that have written in, i feel like i have been trying to fix them too much, or trying to hurry up and respond because there were other things to do. and i don’t think this is fair to you. some of you are pouring your lives out in text, telling me how you feel and i owe it to you to truely listen. i don’t know if i am here to help, but i do know that i am here to listen. and i feel extremely blessed to hear from you. i know you have problems, but even though we have not met, i feel that you are some of the most beautiful people i know. Annamarie, you are without a doubt one of the most beautiful souls i have ever met. you are kind, and forgiving, and there is such a remarkable innocence to you. thank you so much for letting me and everyone else in. i was so excited when i read that you talked to a guy… i know that you have the strengh to do whatever you want to in this life. and that goes for everyone else. you all are so strong but you don’t know it, and i can listen but i can’t help. i can only say that i walked here and it seems to work for me. but every instance and every one is different and only you can change things.
thank you to everyone for following and for sharing. i think i will relax this weekend and watch a few old black and whites. goodnight.
