I’m a recovering anorexic.  In four months, I’ve gained fifteen pounds, and I’ve almost accepted that it’s a good thing. I’ve been doing the right thing, and I’m so much happier than I was at 94 pounds. I think I’ve mended a great deal of self-esteem, and internal peace. Sometimes, though, I feel like all I’m getting in return are people telling me that my butt and hips are big, and stretch marks that weren’t there before. I try to let it roll right off of me. But I cover my hips with my hands. I didn’t even realise I was doing it in this photo until I looked at it later. I still have a ways to go.

it’s good to hear from you again Ciarra!  i have the biggest smile across my face right now :D  i’m so happy to hear that you are doing well!

you look absolutely beautiful and you hips, they’re gorgeous.  i mean really, look at yourself… you’re beautiful.

take care Ciarra and keep in touch.

love, matt

ps.  i love stretch marks :)

…show me you