I was thinking about my life and how everytime it turns into something so
new and different and I ended with so many thoughts that I had to come here and write. These songs means a lot to me, and I keep repeating them to feel a little closer from my home. But then I start asking myself: “Where’s home for me?” – It’s not the place I feel alone having many people around, it’s not the place where people hide things from me, it’s not the place where I cannot be myself. My home is so inside of me that I feel strange by liking being in any place. I don’t miss my life in Brasil, and it’s must not so great to say it, but I don’t miss anyone eighter.
“Didn’t you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go? Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don’t know? It’s a cold hard road when you wake up and I don’t think that I have the strength to let you go…”
Sometimes I feel so secure of who I am, but there are times that I feel like I’m no one! I know how strong I am, the only person who knows all the things I had to see and all the things I had to listen and learn in life is me, myself. No one would NEVER know. And I learn so much things still, I just have to thank everyday. And when things seems to go down for me, I just have to take a deep breath and start all over again!
“With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes, I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do. You’re an angel disguised.
And you’re lying real still, but your heart beat is fast just like mine. And the movie’s long over, that’s three that have passed, one more’s fine. Will you stay awake for me? I don’t wanna miss anything, I will share the air I breathe, I’ll give you my heart on a string, I just don’t wanna miss anything.I’m trying real hard not to shake. I’m biting my tongue, but I’m feeling alive and with every breathe that I take, I feel like I’ve won. You’re my key to survival.And if it’s a hero you want, I can save you. Just stay here. Your whispers are priceless. Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.Say my name. I just want to hear you. Say my name. So I know it’s true. You’re changing me. You’re changing me. You showed me how to live. So just say. So just say, that you’ll stay awake for me.”
