March 2010
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Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt... On... →
In my opinion it takes balls to hold a gun up to your head and pull the trigger, or to take a shitload of pills, or to slice deeply into your wrists. I’m not saying that the act of suicide is something one should be proud of, nor that it’s a selfish act. I’m simply stating that these individuals, myself included have spend a significant amount of time agonizing over whether life is worth...
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hi Susan…
hi Anna Marie!
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February 2010
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maybe it’s the rain…
i miss talking to you all. i know i haven’t been around a lot, and i need to change that. i was just thinking, wondering how you all have been doing. it’s funny how time passes and you feel so close to people without even knowing them, sometimes not even knowing their names.
whether it was one letter or a dozen, you are in my thoughts and in my...
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what's it like being you? →
i have a hard time keeping focus, i have ADD, i am dyslexic, i wet the bed in elementry school, i’m bad at returning calls and emails, and one of the lowest moments in my life was being woken up at 4am christmas morning because i was drunk and passed out under my truck in a strip club parking lot. i then slept in my truck till 7:30am, where i woke up, wiped off the puke, put on my uniform...