For some reason I’ve been wanting to post for you guys a picture of me like this, just my day-off/at-home self. No makeup, no bra, pajamas, (with wine stains) no editing or filter. I don’t know why I felt like doing it, but here it is.
I went to the beach the other day, for the first time since I was a child, I didnt wear shorts or anything to cover up, this is a massive deal for me, I hate my body even without the scars, I believe I am fat and disgusting but, I pushed through the major anxiety, shaking and almost crying and made it to the water. Its a big deal, I did it.
This took a whole fucking lot of courage to post..
Courage and strength is the most beautiful thing of all.
But I mean that gorgeous hair and cute smile don’t hurt either.